Head Ache

Numbly do I realize this grip of anxiety,
this emotionally drenched reign of reality.
In my heart, an unrest vague,
will somebody stop this dreadful headache?

The Axe of trust mutilated my humane self,
"to believe or not?"..a question I ask myself.
"Et tu Brute?" and so died Caesar,
Betrayal could never haunt a Loner!

Indifferent oaths with diffident croaks,
dubious morality and lies we no longer loathe!
Vows non-existent in the realm of our conscience.
like ashes, disbanded for irredeemable sustenance.

Time will take toll now this bitter pill I swallow,
what shall remain now is a man hollow.
Aye dear Soul! thou art set at the stake,
Give me a reason not to have this headache!

Dilemma of an Egotist

"A cluster of Fools", a situation inept,
Amidst them all, gruesomely I have wept!
The thorns of incompetence overwhelm me,
Pandemonium unleashed! where do I flee?

Oblivion is the name of the game,
Slander and scorn untouched with excuses lame!
Guardians of sloth, the whole lot!
Have mercy for those unfortunate souls caught.

Battle of the Brawns...an event lauded here,
with brazen belligerence of the worst kind!
Chaos amplified, terror breathes near,
seeping horror and anguish most unkind.

"Vanity prevails!" a shriek so shattering, yet unheard,
reflecting myself warps me into a web of doubt,
"Am I like them? Am I the Victim? I ask..."
Alas...this feeling  makes me unnerved....